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  TRICIA RAYBURN lives on eastern Long island with her fiancé and crazy shih tzu. She tries to eat vegetables instead of candy but, in her weaker moments, loves Reese’s Pieces. The Melting of Maggie Bean is her first novel.

  The Melting of

  Maggie Bean

  The Melting of Maggie Bean

  TRICIA RAYBURN

  ALADDIN MIX

  If you purchased this book without a cover, you should be aware that this book is stolen property. It was reported as “unsold and destroyed” to the publisher, and neither the author nor the publisher has received any payment for this “stripped book.”

  This book is a work of fiction. Any references to historical events, real people, or real locales are used fictitiously. Other names, characters, places, and incidents are the product of the author’s imagination, and any resemblance to actual events or locales or persons, living or dead, is entirely coincidental.

  ALADDIN MIX

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  The Melting of Maggie Bean

  TRICIA RAYBURN

  ALADDIN MIX

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  Text copyright © 2007 by Tricia Rayburn

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  The text of this book was set in Garamond.

  Manufactured in the United States of America

  First Aladdin Mix edition April 2007

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  Library of Congress Control Number 2006931403

  ISBN-13: 978-1-4169-3348-9

  ISBN-10: 1-4169-3348-4

  eISBN-13:978-1-4391-0888-8

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  For Mom, my biggest fan—good things are coming!

  And for Michael, who is the very best of everything good.

  The Melting of Maggie Bean grew from a graduate writing assignment into an actual book because of the amazing support and enthusiasm of many people. I’d like to thank Lou Ann Walker, my thesis advisor, who first encouraged me to venture into the real (scary!) world of publishing. Infinite “warm fuzzies” go to Rebecca Sherman, my brilliant agent, and Jen Klonsky, my incredible editor, who have made getting picked last in gym class so worth it. I am forever grateful to Mom, Kristin, Sean, and Honey, for their willingness to celebrate every new written word, and for being the best family ever. And my endless love and gratitude go to Michael, who makes my biggest dreams a very wonderful reality, every single day.

  1.

  Maggie Bean stood at the chocolate end of the candy aisle, biting her lip and carefully deciding which bag was going to help her survive the next seven days. Gummi Bears, Twizzlers, and Skittles had less fat than Butterfinger, Milky Way, and Nestlè Crunch, and would therefore be the better, healthier options, but “Wild Cherry” and “Banana Berry” never melted in her mouth the way smooth, old-fashioned milk chocolate did. It was the same tough decision every week, because Maggie never considered the best, healthiest option: leaving the store without any candy at all.

  “ ’Scuse me, miss,” a sales clerk said, sounding slightly annoyed.

  He stood just behind her, waiting to wheel a cart of vitamins to the pharmacy counter. She apologized quickly, stepped aside, and looked down, her face turning red. Her face was always turning red these days, in gym class or walking uphill from the bus stop, but also in less strenuous situations, like when a teacher called on her unexpectedly or she got the best grade on a French test. Classmates had taken to asking if she was okay, and while she knew she should be thankful for their concern, she only felt worse when the red deepened to maroon at the unwanted attention.

  “You know, we just got in a new shipment of SnackWell’s cookies,” the sales clerk whispered as he rolled the cart past her. “Chocolate chip, only one hundred twenty calories and four point five grams of fat per serving!” He nodded and smiled. She recognized him from previous weeks, and while she wasn’t surprised he remembered her, she was still embarrassed he knew her shopping habits.

  When the sales clerk finally reached the end of the aisle and rounded the corner, out of sight, she picked up a bag of Peanut M&M’s and another bag of miniature Snickers. Single servings never lasted long enough. These were big bags, like those her mother brought home for trick-or-treaters on Halloween. They were $2.99 each, and she was debating whether she had enough money for both bags and a pack of watermelon Bubble Yum when she heard familiar giggles floating from a few aisles down.

  Maggie hugged the plastic bags to her chest and tiptoed down the candy aisle. The drugstore sales clerk was the only person who knew how she spent her weekly allowance, and she wanted to keep it that way. When she reached the boxes of Dots and Good & Plenty (which she barely ever glanced at en route to the chocolate), she held her breath and listened.

  Anabel Richards and Julia Swanson, Water Wings cocaptains. She’d spent so much time trying to drown out their high-pitched laughter in school that she recognized it immediately. Running into anyone from school would’ve been completely mortifying, but it was just her luck that the captains of the synchronized swim team had chosen this day and this drugstore to go beauty supply shopping.

  Maggie closed her eyes, hurried back down the aisle, and tried not to panic. Every girl in the seventh grade, Maggie included, had spent her childhood hoping to one day be a member of the prestigious team, practicing graceful turns in the bathtub and, later, more sophisticated moves in the town pool. Maggie’s desire had always been especially strong, because when her mother was in junior high, she’d been a founding Water Wings team member. If her mother had glory days like former high school star quarterbacks did, those were hers. A Rubbermaid bin filled with ribbons, trophies, and photo albums sat in the attic as proof.

  Though she never pressured Maggie to follow in her footsteps, her mother used to joke that Maggie learned the team’s signature moves before she learned to walk. She didn’t joke anymore. Today’s team was superexclusive, and not only did each member have to know how to raise her limbs in and out of pool water with ease, she also had to look appropriate in the silver two-piece that served as the team uniform.

  Maggie peered over the plastic bags at her belly. The summer before, she’d been thrilled to find a plain black one-piece swimsuit with an attached waist ruffle. So thrilled, in fact, that she almost hadn’t cared when a pregnant woman and a grandmother each bought the same exact one right before she did. She wouldn’t have even noticed that if the cashier hadn’t given her (and her belly) a weird look before ringing her up.

  She tiptoed quickly back to the chocolate section. She had three possible options: calmly leave the store without candy and ruin her entire week, calmly leave the store with candy and pretend like she could care less if anyone spotted her with ten thousand unnecessary calories in her hands, or book it as fast as possible before the school’s biggest glamour girls looked up from their lip gloss.

  Maggie raised the bags of candy to her face and inhaled deeply before gently placing them on the shelf. She trailed her fingers over the reassuring Snickers logo, poked fondly at the bright wrappings, and, head down, calmly walked down the aisle, back toward the boxes of Dots and Good & Plenty
and the store’s exit.

  As the sweet chocolate scent faded behind her, Maggie paused, glanced quickly toward the makeup aisle, and spun around. She raced back to the chocolate section and grabbed the two bags she’d just put down plus a bag of miniature Twix.

  Avoiding seven whole days without chocolate was worth seven seconds of embarrassment.

  She clutched the bags to her chest, dashed down the aisle toward the cash register, and unloaded that week’s survival kit on the counter. Her heart pounded and her palms grew damp as she fumbled through her green plastic change purse and the giggles grew louder. She turned her head to see Anabel and Julia whispering and walking toward the counter, carrying pink mascara wands and lipstick tubes. Desperate, Maggie threw all of her loose dollars and coins down without counting, grabbed the candy without waiting for a plastic bag, and ran through the drugstore door.

  In her mother’s rusty Toyota Camry, Maggie shoved the M&M’s, Snickers, and Twix into her backpack. Her mother usually took forty-five minutes to shop. Maggie usually spent twenty of those minutes in the drugstore making her selection, and the other twenty-five relaxing in the car and dipping into her purchases. Anabel and Julia’s mascara search barely left her enough time to hide the evidence.

  Leaning across the driver’s seat, Maggie scanned the checkout line through the grocery store windows. Relieved to find the coast still clear, she slid down the ripped vinyl seat, caught her breath, and reached for the Twix.

  2.

  “Okay, girls, you know the drill! Four times around the track makes a mile!” Ms. Pinkerton called to the group stretching on the pavement.

  “But I have cramps, Ms. Pinkerton,” Genevieve Snodgrass whined, clutching her stomach and looking pained.

  “And I have hemorrhoids. Who cares?” Ms. Pinkerton said without looking up from her clipboard.

  Maggie raised her eyebrows and shook her head at her best friend, Aimee McDougall, who reached for her toes nearby. Ms. Pinkerton was new this year. When the girls had first spotted her across the gym in September, they’d assumed she was the guys’ coach. She was tall and stocky with short blond hair always hidden underneath a Yankees baseball hat. She wore long T-shirts over long shorts and barked orders in gym class the same way the guys’ football coach barked orders on the field.

  “Okay!” Ms. Pinkerton clapped her hands together.

  “Let’s line up, front and center, along that yellow line!”

  “I hate this,” Maggie whispered.

  “Beats Madame DuMonde’s pop quizzes.” Aimee shuddered.

  “French can be tough,” Maggie agreed. “But I’d give up English forever if it meant never having to run another mile.”

  Ms. Pinkerton slowly raised the dreaded stopwatch in the air.

  “Ms. Pinkerton?” Maggie called.

  “ What? Who’s that? Who said my name?” Ms. Pinkerton eyed the girls from above her oversize purple sunglasses.

  “Is it okay if we have to walk at some point?” Maggie timidly waved her hand.

  “Walk? Did you say walk, Ms. Bean? Am I hearing you correctly?”

  “Yes. I just mean, you know, after running for a while, if we have to catch our breath or something?”

  Ms. Pinkerton walked toward Maggie.

  “Ms. Bean, you are familiar with the President’s Challenge?”

  Maggie nodded.

  “The national President’s Challenge, the same fitness program in which you participated just one year ago?” Ms. Pinkerton quickly took off her sunglasses and made Maggie meet her eyes.

  “ Yes, of course.” Though she’d never heard of the President’s Challenge before the first week of sixth grade, it had been too torturous to ever forget.

  “Then you’re familiar with the one-mile run, are you not? Do you really think a one-mile walk would be appropriate for the demanding, yet fair, President’s Challenge?”

  Maggie saw beads of sweat pop up along Ms. Pinkerton’s forehead and chin. She shook her head.

  “So we’re clear, then?”

  Maggie nodded, her face turning red. She hated the president for making her do this. She bet his officials never said, “Okay, Mr. President, it’s that time of year again! Put that bill aside! Situps and pushups, sixty seconds, GO!” And even if his officials did say that, at least the president didn’t have to sweat in front a big group of other presidents.

  “You okay?” Aimee whispered. She stood beside Maggie and put one hand on her shoulder as Ms. Pinkerton resumed her position on the side of the track and reraised the stopwatch.

  Maggie shrugged and looked down at her sneakers. There was no denying the embarrassment, because Aimee knew her too well. They’d been best friends since the fourth grade, when Maggie’s self-confidence was still intact and she hadn’t thought twice about inviting over the most popular girl in her class.

  “Okay, ladies! On your marks!”

  Maggie stepped one foot back, leaned forward, and rested her fingertips on the track. She focused on the toe of her sneaker instead of the jumbo marshmallow her right calf had become.

  “Get set!”

  She raised her head, trying not to notice the defined calf of the girl in front of her, the sharp edge of muscle that looked like it could poke out Maggie’s eye if she shifted in the wrong direction. Her heart raced and she reassured herself that gym class only lasted forty-five minutes, and they needed at least ten minutes to change before next period, so the agony couldn’t last that much longer.

  “GO!” Ms. Pinkerton yelled, and blew her whistle.

  As the group shuffled away from the yellow line, Maggie tried to console herself with the idea that she should feel sorry for Ms. Pinkerton for being so insecure and unhappy that she needed to control kids with a whistle to feel better.

  “Doing okay, Mags?” Aimee asked after the first half of the first lap.

  “Great!” Maggie gulped. “I’ve got at least three minutes before my lungs pop.”

  “Just remember, two counts in, two counts out. In through your nose, out through your mouth.”

  “No offense, Aim”—Maggie swallowed—“but I’m just going to hold my breath till the finish line.” She spoke without inhaling, her words bouncing with every step.

  “You’ll pass out long before then.” Aimee’s words, on the other hand, flowed from her mouth as though she stood completely still. “Just pace yourself. Don’t try to overdo it. And don’t think too much.”

  Maggie laughed. “Right.” Her breathing issues, the aching in her shins, tightness in her calves, and pain in her side made it impossible to do anything but think—about how her body was going to break apart.

  “McDougall!” Ms. Pinkerton shouted.

  Aimee spun around and raised one hand against the glare of the sun.

  “You’re already two minutes behind last semester’s time!”

  “So?” Aimee shouted, jogging backward.

  “So you’re an athlete, not a cheerleader! Get moving!”

  Maggie almost tripped when Anabel Richards came up beside them, already into her second lap. “Ms. P said she’ll give the first five across the finish line extra credit.”

  Maggie’s mouth, already wide for maximum air intake, fell open even farther as two more Water Wings joined them. Gym was the one class in which she could actually use the extra credit, and she certainly needed it more than anyone who could make it to the finish line without an oxygen tank.

  “Thanks,” Aimee said, “but—”

  “Aim,” Maggie interjected, brushing strands of damp hair from her cheeks and tugging at the back of her T-shirt, “just go.” She playfully nudged her toward the Water Wings. She knew Aimee could’ve been around the track three times already if not for her.

  “Okay,” Aimee relented, “but I will meet you at the finish line.”

  As her best friend dashed away with the Water Wings, their laughter fading as the distance increased, Maggie tried to ignore the ponytails bouncing ahead of her. She tried to ignore the elastic
waistband of her shorts that dug into her waist, the mesh material that kept rising up her inner thighs as they rubbed together, and the subtle kicks she performed to give the shorts room to fall back in place. She felt her butt and stomach jiggle with each step, and she thought of her French assignment, the 98 percent she’d gotten on the math exam (the only A in the class), the 100 percent she’d received on her earth science presentation, and the smile she thought Peter Applewood had given her at their lockers earlier.

  She would think about these things because she had to keep her feet moving. No matter what, no matter the pain in her side, the tightness in her calves, or the ponytails bobbing around her, she would keep her feet moving.

  Walking was not an option.

  3.

  It was just her luck that of all the combinations of all the lockers in the entire school, Maggie was stuck with 36-24-36. She’d seen enough Cosmo and Glamour covers to know that her forty-two-inch chest, thirty-four-inch waist and forty-four-inch hips were better suited to a polar bear, and now she’d be reminded every weekday between September and June for the next two years. There was only one way to deal, besides carrying nine textbooks, four notebooks, and her jacket with her all day, and that was to pretend the combination numbers were associated with something else.

  (Because she had to deal. Her future relationship with Peter Applewood depended on their chance locker encounters!)

  Thirty-six phone calls, twenty-four dates, thirty-six kisses.

  She spun the dial and opened the locker door. She needed chances, but she didn’t need one right then, when her face still radiated more heat than the sun and her thick, dark hair clung to the back of her neck in sticky clumps. She’d crossed the yellow line for the fourth time in just under eighteen minutes, which was almost six over the suggested President’s Challenge maximum, and had had a hard time accomplishing even that. The other girls had already begun the journey across the soccer field toward the gym, and Maggie had been so far behind that Aimee had closed her eyes while sitting on the bleachers waiting for her and hadn’t seen her final approach. She’d finished hot and tired, but happy, because she’d shuffled, scuffed, even skipped in some places, but she hadn’t walked.